Friday, July 1, 2011

A Moment of Abandonment

I have left my blog abandoned for a few months now, and I just wondered, have I done the same with my spiritual food? Not so much as going to Church, but living and experiencing my love for God, making every day purposeful in whatever way, and not letting the day pass without me recognizing it.

This week, I was in a negative mood. I guess I’m missing my spiritual time… the time to reflect, reconnect and re-engage in what matters. All of the sudden, the stress reached the level where I started to feel the need to protect myself and power through things/problems/challenges on my own (without the help of others or God). And I know here is when I can lose balance.

Among all this mini-mess and drama, I cannot stop saying Thanks for being much more self-aware. As I shared before, “thanks and praise” for all the great things I have experienced. And yes, I may still feel off but I recognize it and will do the things I need to get back to the real Yami.

I guess a little bit of crazy won’t kill me after all :-)

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